“As athletes, we have now a troublesome alternative: We are able to exit the game in peak type, strolling away from competitors on the peak of our powers. Or we are able to stay within the sport long-term, occupying competitors in softer varieties. We are able to deteriorate in public view. I select the latter.” — Sabrina Little in her new Substack publication.
A decade in the past, I used to be about 20 miles into the 2014 Western States 100, when a runner whom I didn’t know got here up alongside me and quipped, “AJW, is that you simply? What are you doing all the best way again right here with us?”
I used to be working my tenth and ultimate Western States 100. I used to be 46 years previous, and I used to be clearly not working as quick as some folks anticipated me to. The remark made me pause, and within the second, I didn’t actually know how one can reply.
“, that is my final Western States 100, I’m simply taking it straightforward at this time,” I mumbled as they moved on forward of me.
For the following a number of hours I dwelled on the remark. Did they assume I ought to be working sooner? Did they really feel sorry for me? Was there one thing incorrect with me?
The writer racing the 2011 Western States 100 within the M9 bib, in the course of the years of his aggressive peak. All pictures courtesy of Andy Jones-Wilkins.
The reality was and is that I used to be slowing down — “deteriorating,” if you’ll, and it was on full public show to anybody who cared to note. I didn’t give it some thought on the time, however at that second I had a option to make — to stroll off into the sundown or preserve grinding.
Over time, we have now seen numerous aggressive runners come and go. Extremely gifted athletes who’ve, in Sabrina’s phrases, chosen to stroll away from the game on the peak of their powers. For me, when my decline turned evident, I spotted I had no real interest in doing that.
I didn’t enter the game for the fun of competitors or of successful, and I used to be actually not going to exit the game when these days had been gone.
However, making that alternative is just not all the time straightforward. My tempo, today, is extra labored and gradual. My type, which has by no means been all that good, is just not an image of effectivity and charm. And my outcomes, actually, are a lot slower than they had been earlier than.
AJW snaps a fast selfie on a more moderen run with Bryon Powell.
At occasions I see folks me unusually, virtually with a little bit of pity of their eyes, maybe questioning why I’m nonetheless doing this in any case these years, and doing it with a lot much less aptitude than I as soon as did.
The straightforward reality is, I like it an excessive amount of to depart it. Whereas wins and fancy awards are far again within the rearview mirror, my pleasure for the game, my love of the neighborhood, and the hopeful exuberance that lengthy distance working brings me is as alive in me than it’s ever been.
I actually don’t blame others who select to stroll away, however as for me, I’ll proceed to “deteriorate in public view.”
Bottoms up!
AJW’s Beer of the Week
This week’s beer of the week comes from Founders Brewing Firm in Grand Rapids, Michigan. Soiled Bastard Scotch Type Ale is a wealthy, darkish Scotch ale brewed within the basic custom. Weighing in at 8.5% ABV, it’s fairly robust but additionally remarkably clean and creamy. An ideal beer for a chilly winter’s night time.
Name for Feedback
- What about you? Would you quite retire at your peak or preserve going?
- What can our sport do to be open to the pure growing older course of in all its members, together with those that as soon as competed on the entrance of race fields?
